Friday, February 11, 2011

Incomplete.

MY PERSONALITY.

What others see from your style?
You tend to be affectionate but not very strong emotionally. You want to be loved, and this can make you appear needy and clingy at times.

What your nightclothes reveal
You are friendly and always in a good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.

What others see from your ties?
You enjoy being alone. You like the simple but good life, and you cherish your freedom. You are thoughtful, confident and uninterested in glamour.

What others see from your belts?
You tend to be outspoken and even aggressive. You either love or hate people, ideas and things. You can sometimes find facing the truth difficult and are an extremely confident person.

What others see from your shoes?
You're very young at heart. You regard freedom highly and don't like to be controlled by a set of rules. You don't like conflict, will compromise wherever possible, and are hardworking people. Occasionally you can become vulnerable when having to face problems, especially emotional ones.

What others see from your earrings?
You are attractive and unique. Wearing these sorts of earrings indicates that you are a romantic and easygoing person. You like to have people pleasing you, and your personality is bright and cheerful.

The last analysis
You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.

You are a sociable and outgoing person. You enjoy attending parties and seek attention from people wherever you can. The closer you place your words together, the more afraid you are of being left alone. Loneliness is your one great fear.

Chocolate

You are a sensitive person and often find yourself daydreaming about your past and future. You are quite conservative and the values that your parents and teachers instilled in you still play an important part in your decision making.


The Mass Communicator

You have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help.

You've made your way well in this world despite all the obstacles you've had to faced. You have survived a lot more troubles than most people. You have had to deal with difficult people, ridiculous rules, and tempestuous relationships.
Love for you can be as intense as the fire on the face of the sun. You are either very calm on the inside when there is a lot of insanity going on around you, or you shut people up and take charge. You can go to a movie by yourself. You are as comfortable alone as you are with others.
You are a great lover when you find that rare mate who is your equal, otherwise your relationships do not go well. Life is a roller coaster, and you are finding ways to make the good times better. You love sports.
Here is the analysis:
1.Your ideal mate has a sense of humor and is lively.
2.You always compare yourself with others. You make your wishes too difficult to come true.
3.Success depends on someone's faith in their ability. That's your attitudes towards success.
4.You are a person of principle. You respect social rules and regulations.
5.You are emotional, sincere and optimistic.

Some sentences and phrases were highlighted because they really are true about me. Especially the adventurous outgoing and carefree part. I am a wild child at heart. I do not like to be tamed. And I feel like that these days. I feel like my heart is not supposed to be here, to what I am studying or taking up right now. To be honest, I feel that my course is hard and I really don't like it. I don't like Science. And my course is full of Science subjects which makes it difficult for me. My head can't manage the terms that I need to know and keep memorizing. I feel like if I continue on this path, I'll be a completely different person.

A friend who is now studying in Korea serves as an inspiration to me. I admire her because she pursued her dream. She is so liberated and free. I want that. I really do. She advised me to apply for that scholarship that she got. I prepared my documents. I was just starting from college then. I was busy. I was still unsure. And so, I didn't meet the deadline and it was too late. I didn't pass the requirements. She found out that I didn't apply and although she didn't tell me, I knew she was disappointed. I passed out on a rare chance. I, too, was disappointed in myself.

But now, I've made up my mind. I want to pursue that scholarship. I'll wait until the time comes when I will be given a chance to apply again. I know it is going to be hard there but I'm ready to face it. I just feel incomplete here. I feel like a robot just going with what everybody expects or wants. I want this for myself and I will get it. I am saddened to leave my family and friends especially my Mom and Dad but I need to find my own path. I HAVE TO. I need to start being independent. I need to spread my own wings. I'll eventually come back to them. It's just five years.

But right now, I'll just enjoy every waking moment with them and my friends. Hopefully, I do get to spread my wings and fly.

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