I really really hate it when people break their promises. I used to be like that back then but my bestfriend told me that I shouldn't be like that. Instead of saying "I promise", She told me I should just say "I'll try". That way the person wouldn't expect that much. And she's right. From then on, when someone asks me a favor and I'm not sure if I can do it, I just say "I'll try".
Recently, my parents both promised me something that we would all do together during the weekends. I was really excited. I haven't done anything during the last few days. I've just been in front of the computer for hours. Anywho, as always that promise was broken. I was stuck yet again here at home, doing nothing. I was kinda pissed off really. They always do that to me.
I just really wanted us to have fun. They're always so busy. They never have time to enjoy anymore. I know I sound selfish right now but I just want them to have fun too. They yet again made a promise that we'll do something fun one of these days. Well I'm not expecting anymore. DAMN IT!
After this week, I'll be all busy again and I wouldn't have time to do anything fun. It'll all be just study. I am really a loser. I haven't gone to the movies in ages. Haven't gone to the mall. Haven't gone to a gaming center. I don't have any social life anymore. Well maybe I have but it's only in the internet.
They want me to make it to the DL (Dean's List) and they are PROMISING me things again. DAMN. I hate it. ><>
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