HAY. Grabe. Kanina ko naransan kung gano kahirap mag-enroll sa La Salle. Grabe talga. I'm happy na nakagawa kami ng sched ng maaga but hiwa-hiwalay kami and worst, iba-iba pa breaks namin. Wala pa kaming break nung friend ko na kasama ko tuwing tuesdays and thursdays. From 09:40 - 05:40, dire-diretso. Nagsama pa yung Compana Lab and Lec. Isa sa mga pamatay. :|
Tapos ang taas pa ng tuition ko. Sana nag-drop nalang ako ng ilang subs. Kakatapos lang din ng isang napaka-epic na araw. Isang buong araw na puro tests. Ano kayang score ko sa Botany Lab at Lec? Parang wala nakong diwa kanina. Wala na ata akong pakialam sa score ko e.
This is truly a day to remember. :|
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Day 06 - Whatever Tickles Your Fancy
Gustong gusto kong nanunuod ng mga taong nagsasayaw. Kahit anong klase ng sayaw. Kapag nakikita ko kasi sila, nabubuhayan ako ng loob. Napapaindak na rin ako. Nakakaelibs kasi yung mga taong napaka-imba pagdating sa dance floor. Yung tipong punung-puno ng emosyon yung mukha nila tas kitang-kita sa galaw nila yung gusto nilang ipakahulugan.
Kung nabigyan lang ako ng pagkakataon na mag-aral ng pagsasayaw mula pagkabata, sobrang pasasalamat ko na yun sa mga magulang ko. Ang problema e hindi ako nabigyan. Kaya nga kahit papano, I still try to dance whenever I can.
Ang pagsasayaw ay isang sining na puno ng kulay at buhay sa lahat ng dako. :)
Kung nabigyan lang ako ng pagkakataon na mag-aral ng pagsasayaw mula pagkabata, sobrang pasasalamat ko na yun sa mga magulang ko. Ang problema e hindi ako nabigyan. Kaya nga kahit papano, I still try to dance whenever I can.
Ang pagsasayaw ay isang sining na puno ng kulay at buhay sa lahat ng dako. :)
Day 05 - Your Favorite Quote
Favorite quote? Hmm. andami kasing magagandang quotes sa mundo e. Pero eto ang pinakgusto ko sa kanilang lahat.
"SMILE and the world smiles with you."
Sa lahat ng bagay, yung tawa or smile ko lang ang panlaban ko. Shield ika nga. Kahit may problema or nasasaktan nako, tinatago ko yon sa ibang tao para hindi ko na rin sila masaktan or maoffend.
Napakapositive kong tao. Isa yan sa mga trademark ko kaya nga ayaw na ayaw ko yung sumisimangot. Makita ko lang na masaya na yung mga tao sa paligid ko, I'm very much happy na rin.
Kaya SMILE LANG NG SMILE, 'kay?
"SMILE and the world smiles with you."
Sa lahat ng bagay, yung tawa or smile ko lang ang panlaban ko. Shield ika nga. Kahit may problema or nasasaktan nako, tinatago ko yon sa ibang tao para hindi ko na rin sila masaktan or maoffend.
Napakapositive kong tao. Isa yan sa mga trademark ko kaya nga ayaw na ayaw ko yung sumisimangot. Makita ko lang na masaya na yung mga tao sa paligid ko, I'm very much happy na rin.
Kaya SMILE LANG NG SMILE, 'kay?
Day 04 - Your Favorite Book
Okay. Namatay na ang blog ko. Pasensya naman. HAHAHAHAHA. =)))) Medyo naging busy lang sa mga nakaraang araw at di ko na napansin na matagal-tagal na rin pala akong di nakakasulat dito. :)))
ANY, back to business na. Bubuhayin ko na uli yung blog ko. =))))))))))
Favorite book? Hmm. Sa totoo lang, wala akong maisip ngayon. Pero seryosong usapan, I am the kind of person na bigyan mo ng libro babasahin ko agad. Kung pwede nga lang na bilhin na yung isang branch ng National Bookstore or Fully Booked gagawin ko e. Isa sa mga pangarap ko sa buhay e magkaron ng sariling national library sa bahay. =))))
Madami nakong nabasang libro sa tana ng buhay ko. Siguro, ang pinakagusto ko e yung kay Jacqueline Susann na "Valley of the Dolls". Sobrang luma ng libro nyan. Nahalungkat ko lang kasi yan sa mga nakatagong bagay dito sa bahay. Medyo mature na yung mga issues na dinidiscuss sa book na to. tungkol siya sa tatlong babae na pare-parehas na naadik sa drugs (downers to be exact).
Maganda yung storya kasi madaming plots and twists. Madami ring issues na tinatalakay. I have read this book so many times. Kabisado ko na ata yung mga kwento ng buhay nung bawat babae. It's a must-read, I must say. Namulat ang mata ko sa maraming bagay nung first time kong mabasa tong librong to. Truly a classic.
Eto yung plot. Pasensya mahaba. Pero interesting siya. PROMISE!
The novel begins in New York, 1945, and chronicles the story of three young women who embark on careers that bring them to the dizzying heights of fame and eventual self-destruction. The three characters are brought together by a Broadway play called Hit The Sky. Anne Welles has recently arrived from Lawrenceville, Massachusetts with hopes of changing her life in New York City. She lands a job with an agency that represents legendary Broadway star Helen Lawson, who stars in Hit the Sky. Neely O'Hara (who changed her name from Ethel Agnes O'Neill) is a plucky kid with undeniable talent and a background in vaudeville. Neely lives downstairs from Anne and, through her friendship with her, gets a role in the chorus of the play. Jennifer North, a beautiful blonde showgirl with limited talent who is squired around by rich men, appears in the play as well. The three women become fast friends, and share a bond of ambition and the tendency to be involved with the wrong men.
Jennifer's mother constantly hounds her for money via reverse-charge telephone calls from Ohio. Jennifer marries a European prince, but discovers he has no money except what he could earn through advertising endorsements, and that he wanted her to sleep with the advertising executives in order to get contracts. As a private school student in Switzerland, Jennifer had a romance with a female classmate from Spain, but the woman was jealous and possessive, and Jennifer left. This experience taught her that only money buys freedom, and that she does not like being owned by anyone.
Returning to America, Jennifer takes up with nightclub singer Tony Polar. Believing his childish behavior is caused by his overprotective half-sister/manager Miriam, Jennifer eventually persuades Tony to elope, then goes to Hollywood with him as he pursues his career. Shortly thereafter, she becomes pregnant. Upon finding Tony's been unfaithful she decides to leave, but keep the child. Miriam finally explains that Tony has a congenital brain condition that causes seizures and mild mental retardation and will culminate in total insanity. She warns Jennifer that the child is likely to inherit the sickness. Jennifer decides to have an abortion.
Miriam pays Tony's hospital expenses out of his own savings. Jennifer decides independently to perform in French art house films, since she is only highly regarded for her body and is desperate for money owing to her mother's unceasing demands. Jennifer's real ambition is to have children upon whom she will lavish the approval and affection she was denied by her family. Stress and smoking make her an insomniac, and she uses titular "dolls" (barbiturates) sparingly as sleep aids.
Jennifer returns to the United States after years in Europe, where she's gained moderate success as an actress. She meets and falls in love with a middle-aged Republican senator—a childless widower—who has Presidential ambitions. However, she is diagnosed with breast cancer and told she must have a mastectomy and should not have children. In bed, her lover unwittingly mentions that he loves her breasts, becoming overly enthusiastic about it to the point that she believes he, like all men, loves her only for her body. She commits suicide by overdosing.
Neely becomes famous on the Broadway scene, moves to Hollywood to work in movies, and becomes a superstar in Hollywood musicals, even winning an Oscar. She also earns a reputation as demanding, spoiled, and difficult to handle. Her movies earn high returns at the box office, but consistently lose money due to her erratic behavior which causes long shooting periods. Jennifer introduced her to dolls, and she quickly becomes addicted, using "uppers" (Dexedrine) to lose weight and be able to wake herself up in the morning, and barbiturates (Seconal, Nembutal) to sleep. She combines the pills and often uses alcohol to enhance their effect. Following a back injury she also begins using Demerol. Her addiction grows to a serious and dangerous point. After numerous suicide attempts, a year long black list from the entertainment world and two failed marriages, Anne has Neely committed to a psychiatric hospital. Upon release she works with agent Lyon Burke to revitalize her career and quickly returns to her vicious, arrogant behavior. She begins a relationship with Lyon, despite the fact that he is married to her close friend Anne. Her attraction to the dolls is too strong, and she seems to spiral into a final decline.
Anne fares the best of all three. Even in her administrative job, her beauty and class are obvious to everyone. Shortly after she arrives in New York, millionaire Allen Cooper falls for her after only six weeks of dating, and demands her hand in marriage. Anne, not ready to settle down so quickly, repeatedly refuses. During an out of town trip for the debut of Hit the Sky, Anne realizes that she is in love with handsome and charming Lyon Burke, a lawyer at the agency. When she tells Allen, he angrily breaks off the relationship, much to Anne's relief; but Lyon is not ready for a serious relationship with her. She remains in love with him for years, even when she has become a successful model and has a relationship with an older man who owns a cosmetics company. Lyon comes back into her life, and she more or less tricks him into marrying her. She has a daughter, whom she names Jennifer after her now deceased friend. She raises her young daughter to be more independent minded hoping that she will not repeat the same mistakes in life and with men that she did. Angry about the way she "emasculated" him, Lyon continues to have affairs, including with Neely. Anne stays with Lyon, falling under the allure of the dolls and using them to sleep, escaping the reality of her life.
ANY, back to business na. Bubuhayin ko na uli yung blog ko. =))))))))))
Favorite book? Hmm. Sa totoo lang, wala akong maisip ngayon. Pero seryosong usapan, I am the kind of person na bigyan mo ng libro babasahin ko agad. Kung pwede nga lang na bilhin na yung isang branch ng National Bookstore or Fully Booked gagawin ko e. Isa sa mga pangarap ko sa buhay e magkaron ng sariling national library sa bahay. =))))
Madami nakong nabasang libro sa tana ng buhay ko. Siguro, ang pinakagusto ko e yung kay Jacqueline Susann na "Valley of the Dolls". Sobrang luma ng libro nyan. Nahalungkat ko lang kasi yan sa mga nakatagong bagay dito sa bahay. Medyo mature na yung mga issues na dinidiscuss sa book na to. tungkol siya sa tatlong babae na pare-parehas na naadik sa drugs (downers to be exact).
Maganda yung storya kasi madaming plots and twists. Madami ring issues na tinatalakay. I have read this book so many times. Kabisado ko na ata yung mga kwento ng buhay nung bawat babae. It's a must-read, I must say. Namulat ang mata ko sa maraming bagay nung first time kong mabasa tong librong to. Truly a classic.
Eto yung plot. Pasensya mahaba. Pero interesting siya. PROMISE!
The novel begins in New York, 1945, and chronicles the story of three young women who embark on careers that bring them to the dizzying heights of fame and eventual self-destruction. The three characters are brought together by a Broadway play called Hit The Sky. Anne Welles has recently arrived from Lawrenceville, Massachusetts with hopes of changing her life in New York City. She lands a job with an agency that represents legendary Broadway star Helen Lawson, who stars in Hit the Sky. Neely O'Hara (who changed her name from Ethel Agnes O'Neill) is a plucky kid with undeniable talent and a background in vaudeville. Neely lives downstairs from Anne and, through her friendship with her, gets a role in the chorus of the play. Jennifer North, a beautiful blonde showgirl with limited talent who is squired around by rich men, appears in the play as well. The three women become fast friends, and share a bond of ambition and the tendency to be involved with the wrong men.
Jennifer's mother constantly hounds her for money via reverse-charge telephone calls from Ohio. Jennifer marries a European prince, but discovers he has no money except what he could earn through advertising endorsements, and that he wanted her to sleep with the advertising executives in order to get contracts. As a private school student in Switzerland, Jennifer had a romance with a female classmate from Spain, but the woman was jealous and possessive, and Jennifer left. This experience taught her that only money buys freedom, and that she does not like being owned by anyone.
Returning to America, Jennifer takes up with nightclub singer Tony Polar. Believing his childish behavior is caused by his overprotective half-sister/manager Miriam, Jennifer eventually persuades Tony to elope, then goes to Hollywood with him as he pursues his career. Shortly thereafter, she becomes pregnant. Upon finding Tony's been unfaithful she decides to leave, but keep the child. Miriam finally explains that Tony has a congenital brain condition that causes seizures and mild mental retardation and will culminate in total insanity. She warns Jennifer that the child is likely to inherit the sickness. Jennifer decides to have an abortion.
Miriam pays Tony's hospital expenses out of his own savings. Jennifer decides independently to perform in French art house films, since she is only highly regarded for her body and is desperate for money owing to her mother's unceasing demands. Jennifer's real ambition is to have children upon whom she will lavish the approval and affection she was denied by her family. Stress and smoking make her an insomniac, and she uses titular "dolls" (barbiturates) sparingly as sleep aids.
Jennifer returns to the United States after years in Europe, where she's gained moderate success as an actress. She meets and falls in love with a middle-aged Republican senator—a childless widower—who has Presidential ambitions. However, she is diagnosed with breast cancer and told she must have a mastectomy and should not have children. In bed, her lover unwittingly mentions that he loves her breasts, becoming overly enthusiastic about it to the point that she believes he, like all men, loves her only for her body. She commits suicide by overdosing.
Neely becomes famous on the Broadway scene, moves to Hollywood to work in movies, and becomes a superstar in Hollywood musicals, even winning an Oscar. She also earns a reputation as demanding, spoiled, and difficult to handle. Her movies earn high returns at the box office, but consistently lose money due to her erratic behavior which causes long shooting periods. Jennifer introduced her to dolls, and she quickly becomes addicted, using "uppers" (Dexedrine) to lose weight and be able to wake herself up in the morning, and barbiturates (Seconal, Nembutal) to sleep. She combines the pills and often uses alcohol to enhance their effect. Following a back injury she also begins using Demerol. Her addiction grows to a serious and dangerous point. After numerous suicide attempts, a year long black list from the entertainment world and two failed marriages, Anne has Neely committed to a psychiatric hospital. Upon release she works with agent Lyon Burke to revitalize her career and quickly returns to her vicious, arrogant behavior. She begins a relationship with Lyon, despite the fact that he is married to her close friend Anne. Her attraction to the dolls is too strong, and she seems to spiral into a final decline.
Anne fares the best of all three. Even in her administrative job, her beauty and class are obvious to everyone. Shortly after she arrives in New York, millionaire Allen Cooper falls for her after only six weeks of dating, and demands her hand in marriage. Anne, not ready to settle down so quickly, repeatedly refuses. During an out of town trip for the debut of Hit the Sky, Anne realizes that she is in love with handsome and charming Lyon Burke, a lawyer at the agency. When she tells Allen, he angrily breaks off the relationship, much to Anne's relief; but Lyon is not ready for a serious relationship with her. She remains in love with him for years, even when she has become a successful model and has a relationship with an older man who owns a cosmetics company. Lyon comes back into her life, and she more or less tricks him into marrying her. She has a daughter, whom she names Jennifer after her now deceased friend. She raises her young daughter to be more independent minded hoping that she will not repeat the same mistakes in life and with men that she did. Angry about the way she "emasculated" him, Lyon continues to have affairs, including with Neely. Anne stays with Lyon, falling under the allure of the dolls and using them to sleep, escaping the reality of her life.
Monday, November 8, 2010
Day 03 - My Favorite Television Show
HANA YORI DANGO
This is my all-time favorite television show. Even though it has already ended, I still watch it from time to time. I just love the story. I know it's a love story but it still has many plots to it. I recommend this one. :)
BUT wait! Hahahaha. I have two favorites. SARREH. =))
TRUE BLOOD
I just love this series. I love that it does not only tackle that very cliche vampire-human love story. It tackles many different sides between the world of the humans and the vampires. There's sex, drugs, love, betrayal, lust and many more. I know it's a bit mature especially for my age but I still watch it anyway. I learn a lot from it. I just don't watch it because it sells sex but because it really aims to teach us many many things about the human world. So, watch it! :>
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Day 2 - My Favorite Movie
KOIZORA (Sky of Love)
This is my all-time favorite movie. I found out about this movie because of my best friend. She told me to watch it. I wasn't really a Jpop fan then so I didn't know much about Jpop dramas, movies nor artists. So, I watched it thinking it was interesting since she recommended it to me. During the time I was watching the movie, I really cried a lot. Almost all of the scenes were heartbreaking. I admired Mika's courage and love for Hiro. Even though she was hurt a lot of times that one would think she would eventually give up and break down, she did not. This movie shows a lot of issues not just about the first love of a young girl. It shows her first heartbreak, her first pregnancy, her first miscarriage and a lot more. Up till now, when I have time, I try to watch the movie again. And like the first time I watched it, I always cry. This movie moved my heart in a very massive way.
So you guys out there, if you want a good cry, try watching this movie. It'll be worth it and you'll realize many things. :)
Friday, November 5, 2010
ROTC. Ugh. :|
I'm starting to dislike ROTC. I really don't know the reason why. HAHAHAHA. Maybe I'm getting bored by it. I don't find anything interesting in it anymore. UGH. :| :| I still have to endure almost 4 months of that. I want to drop but... Good thing I still have blockmates in ROTC. Yay! HAHAHAHA. Okay. This ends my random ranting about some stuff. =)))))))))))
Day 1 - My Favorite Song
I love this song. When I first heard this, I felt really calm and I felt loved. =))) FUNNY, I know. But, I promised myself that when I have my debut I would have this song as my 18th song and the guy that I would be dancing would be the one. LOL. Sounds impossible. But there's nothing wrong with that right? I feel so attached to this song but I really don't know why.
This song is really romantic. =)))) I'd really love it if a guy would sing this song for me. LOL. =)))))))))))
Monday, October 25, 2010
30 Day Meme
Copied from Kish's blog. I was bored with Facebook so I decided visiting my dead blog. Hahaha. :)) I have something to do for 30 days. =)))
Day 01 → Your favorite song
Day 02 → Your favorite movie
Day 03 → Your favorite television program
Day 04 → Your favorite book
Day 05 → Your favorite quote
Day 06 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 → A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 → A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 → A photo you took
Day 10 → A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11 → A photo of you taken recently
Day 12 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 13 → A fictional book
Day 14 → A non-fictional book
Day 15 → A fanfic
Day 16 → A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 → An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
Day 18 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 19 → A talent of yours
Day 20 → A hobbie of yours
Day 21 → A recipe
Day 22 → A website
Day 23 → A YouTube video
Day 24 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 25 → Your day, in great detail
Day 26 → Your week, in great detail
Day 27 → This month, in great detail
Day 28 → This year, in great detail
Day 29 → Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 01 → Your favorite song
Day 02 → Your favorite movie
Day 03 → Your favorite television program
Day 04 → Your favorite book
Day 05 → Your favorite quote
Day 06 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 → A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 → A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 → A photo you took
Day 10 → A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11 → A photo of you taken recently
Day 12 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 13 → A fictional book
Day 14 → A non-fictional book
Day 15 → A fanfic
Day 16 → A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 → An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
Day 18 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 19 → A talent of yours
Day 20 → A hobbie of yours
Day 21 → A recipe
Day 22 → A website
Day 23 → A YouTube video
Day 24 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 25 → Your day, in great detail
Day 26 → Your week, in great detail
Day 27 → This month, in great detail
Day 28 → This year, in great detail
Day 29 → Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Saturday, October 9, 2010
EDITS. EDITS. EDITS.
As I have mentioned a million times before, I am a really big fan of SHINee especially TAEMIN. Now, I am a member of various fan pages of them in Facebook. A while ago as I was scanning these fan pages, I stumbled upon some not so nice pictures of my beloved Taemin. I know that to them it was funny and hilarious but for me, I felt kind of offended. I mean if I were in Taemin's shoes or the other SHINee member's foot, I would get upset. Especially since they put my face in another one's body specifically a female.
Taemin has mentioned over and over again in different talk shows that he dislikes the idea of him being thought of as a girl. Any boy would feel like that. It's like their manhood is being degraded. I really feel upset. I dunno why but I feel sad. So, I am really not pleased with the pictures I saw a while ago. I know you are all curious on what these pictures look like. Well, here they are now.
Technology really has taken over us. I just want these pictures or edits to stop. I hope the SHINee members especially Taemin do not see this.
Taemin has mentioned over and over again in different talk shows that he dislikes the idea of him being thought of as a girl. Any boy would feel like that. It's like their manhood is being degraded. I really feel upset. I dunno why but I feel sad. So, I am really not pleased with the pictures I saw a while ago. I know you are all curious on what these pictures look like. Well, here they are now.
Technology really has taken over us. I just want these pictures or edits to stop. I hope the SHINee members especially Taemin do not see this.
Thursday, October 7, 2010
TAEMINNIE.
20 Facts About My Heart
1. Must never forget to smile.
- Just like me. Hahahaha. SOULMATE. <3
2. Carries a bag containing a lot of sweets around, all with a SHINee logo attached on it. Will give out these sweets whenever he sees noonas.
- Such a sweet guy. :>
3. Has been said by many that he is good at aegyo, but will in actual face, use half aegyo and half forcing to get what he wants, for example, mumbles “I want to be a director too” constantly while using his butt to push others.
- HAHAHAHA. Acting all cutesy but uses force.DAMN. >< You're clever, Taeminnie.
4. Has been said that he is cute too many times, but “does not want others to say that I am cute”.
- Hmmm. I know what it feels to be constantly called cute. Don't worry. You're handsome in my eyes.
5. When first debuted, is used to blinking a lot when speaking, it is a lot better now, but somehow it has become a hot topic after Key umma has imitated it.
- What's wrong with blinking? HAHAHAHA. Key is such a meanie. :P
6. Will run around the practice room with a bottle/packet of milk in his mouth, spends a lot of time in the waiting room studying and rushing his holiday assignments and preparing for exams.
- CRAMMING. I like that. One does good in front of pressure. I know what that feels.
7. Being on stage is something to be enjoyed, and dancing is what makes him very happy. The title is just to attract people to watch, you should only believe in what you see.
- Such wise words coming form HIM. :)
8. His dancing ability has been widely recognized, but do you know that his rap is pretty MAN too? Go listen to “Love Should Go On”.
- Haven't heard the first version yet. Imma listen to it later.
9.Do not think that he is a child with a huge generation gap between the two of you, he idolizes “MJ” and also likes to imitate Seo Taiji — “I don’t know anything!”
- AWW. Yeah. He always says that he gets inspiration from the late Michael Jackson.
10. “I really don’t know anything!” (catchphrase)
- :)))))
11. Can transform an ardent swordsman into a kawaii youth, and can change the action of pulling out a sword to just raising a fire torch.
- I saw that in Yunhanam. BENTAA. =)))
12. “When I first saw Taemin, I thought he was really pretty. At that time there was a trainee noona in front of him, and Taemin was even prettier than her.” (EUNHYUK)
- HAHAHAHAHAHA. LOL.
13. Does not feel that he has a talent that can match up to Onew, but if he were to do it(Onew’s talent)…he can do it too!
- That's the way to do it! Anyone can be as good as anyone!
14. A very obedient child, even if he is asked to sit on someone’s lap, or getting hugged or being lifted up on someone’s shoulder, he does not object. He’s so young that the sunbaes find it hard to see him as a rising artiste who is catching up with them, but he is beginning to present a star’s disposition.
- SUCH A GOOD GUY. <3
15. Knows how to play, and will play. A finger and a camera. that’s his best friend.
- He IS a teenager. I understand. I'm like that at times too.
16. “Hyung, do you know what is love?” (to the rest of members)
- He is quiet curious. If only I could teach you what is love. ><
17. “If I am a girl, I will choose to date Minho, because he is Flaming Charisma!”
- If I were Minho, I would choose you.
18. “In the show, Yunhanam, the person who is the best at making a girl happy is Taemin.” (KEY) But he is still at a stage when he is more enthusiastic of dogs than girls.
- He'll realize soon what it means to fall in love.
19. If there is true love involved, how can age be limiting, isn’t there a guy who married a really old grandmother?
- AWWWW. SO SWEET.
20. Has the care and concern of the hyungs, the love and care of the noonas, it’s really nice.
- And my love and my heart. He has that too. <3
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
TAEMIN. Love. REGGII.
This is TAEMIN. I came to know about his group SHINee back in 2008. During that time, the Korean drama Boys Over Flowers was all the rave here in the Philippines. Of course, I was also one of the many fans of that drama. I downloaded all the OSTS on that drama and I accidentally came upon SHINee's song "Stand By Me" which was used in the drama. From that day onwards, I have been a consistent fan of theirs. I saw the music video of "Replay" and I thought they were really good. I didn't really notice TAEMIN at that time. Then next was "Love Like Oxygen". I noticed him but I didn't know him then. I thought he was Minho. And so, I had a crush on Minho at first. Then, I saw their performance at Music Bank on KBS. They were performing Juliette. The moment I flipped the channel, the face I saw was of TAEMIN's. My first impression of him was that of a "mayabang at mahangin" guy. I said to myself, "I don't like this guy." But. To my surprise, I started noticing him and he was the only one I was always watching in their performances and music videos.
And from then on, I have liked him. Really LIKED HIM. To be honest, SHINee is the only KPOP boy group I really look up to. No one else. Not even Super Junior or DBSK or etc. I admire some girl groups but when it comes to boy bands, they are the only ones in my heart.
I love the way he smiles. I love the way his eyes sparkle whenever he is happy. I love the way he is so determined with anything he does. I love the way he dances. I love the way he sings. I love the way he tries hard to please their fans. I love the way he respects his hyungs. I just love everything about him.
Right now, he is the one giving me inspiration and love. Even though he is far away from me and I know he does not know about me, I still like him a lot. I will forever will be his.
내가 당신을, 나의 귀여운 버섯 아들 사랑해. 파이팅!
Care for a drink? :>
I need something or someone to make me feel at ease. I just feel so giddy these days. I always stare blankly into outer space. I don't know why. The days feel like they are passing by slowly, more slowly than anyone would expect. I feel that something is lacking. Like I'm missing something. >< I miss my friends too much. My KADA. My girls. Red Cross. Maksci. How I miss those things. DAMN. I just really need some time out and some partying. All I do nowadays is school. SCHOOL. SCHOOL. I don't even remember the last time I watched a movie and truly enjoyed it.
I want to go back to the good old days. My life is so boring now. I want some excitement. I want to get away. I want to travel. I just want to be freaking FREE. O.o Even my anticipated birthday is not so anticipating anymore. I have a freaking test on that day. The next day AGAIN. The week before that too. DAYUMN! Even my birthday's been taken away from me. I don't know how I can make that day a special one. I really do want a special day. BUT... We don't always get what we want, right?
My happiness comes from the internet nalang these days. Of course, that's TAEMIN. He's the only one providing me comfort and pleasure. When I see his face, I feel a little bit calm. At the least bit. I've totally become lifeless. There's nothing exciting about my life anymore. It's a freakin' boring LIFE!
I just really hope that on the 18th, something very memorable will happen to me. I hope I get my peace of mind soon. I hope my 17th birthday would be a hell lot better than my 16th although i loved my 16th birthday very much.
I want to go back to the good old days. My life is so boring now. I want some excitement. I want to get away. I want to travel. I just want to be freaking FREE. O.o Even my anticipated birthday is not so anticipating anymore. I have a freaking test on that day. The next day AGAIN. The week before that too. DAYUMN! Even my birthday's been taken away from me. I don't know how I can make that day a special one. I really do want a special day. BUT... We don't always get what we want, right?
My happiness comes from the internet nalang these days. Of course, that's TAEMIN. He's the only one providing me comfort and pleasure. When I see his face, I feel a little bit calm. At the least bit. I've totally become lifeless. There's nothing exciting about my life anymore. It's a freakin' boring LIFE!
I just really hope that on the 18th, something very memorable will happen to me. I hope I get my peace of mind soon. I hope my 17th birthday would be a hell lot better than my 16th although i loved my 16th birthday very much.
Saturday, September 11, 2010
Promises. Promises. Promises. All you do is break them anyway.
I really really hate it when people break their promises. I used to be like that back then but my bestfriend told me that I shouldn't be like that. Instead of saying "I promise", She told me I should just say "I'll try". That way the person wouldn't expect that much. And she's right. From then on, when someone asks me a favor and I'm not sure if I can do it, I just say "I'll try".
Recently, my parents both promised me something that we would all do together during the weekends. I was really excited. I haven't done anything during the last few days. I've just been in front of the computer for hours. Anywho, as always that promise was broken. I was stuck yet again here at home, doing nothing. I was kinda pissed off really. They always do that to me.
I just really wanted us to have fun. They're always so busy. They never have time to enjoy anymore. I know I sound selfish right now but I just want them to have fun too. They yet again made a promise that we'll do something fun one of these days. Well I'm not expecting anymore. DAMN IT!
After this week, I'll be all busy again and I wouldn't have time to do anything fun. It'll all be just study. I am really a loser. I haven't gone to the movies in ages. Haven't gone to the mall. Haven't gone to a gaming center. I don't have any social life anymore. Well maybe I have but it's only in the internet.
They want me to make it to the DL (Dean's List) and they are PROMISING me things again. DAMN. I hate it. ><>
Recently, my parents both promised me something that we would all do together during the weekends. I was really excited. I haven't done anything during the last few days. I've just been in front of the computer for hours. Anywho, as always that promise was broken. I was stuck yet again here at home, doing nothing. I was kinda pissed off really. They always do that to me.
I just really wanted us to have fun. They're always so busy. They never have time to enjoy anymore. I know I sound selfish right now but I just want them to have fun too. They yet again made a promise that we'll do something fun one of these days. Well I'm not expecting anymore. DAMN IT!
After this week, I'll be all busy again and I wouldn't have time to do anything fun. It'll all be just study. I am really a loser. I haven't gone to the movies in ages. Haven't gone to the mall. Haven't gone to a gaming center. I don't have any social life anymore. Well maybe I have but it's only in the internet.
They want me to make it to the DL (Dean's List) and they are PROMISING me things again. DAMN. I hate it. ><>
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Princess in Waiting.
Sa lahat ng bagay ako ang laging naghihintay. Hindi ba pwedeng ako naman ngayon ang aantayin? >< Is that too much to ask. Hahahaha. =))) OH WELL. That's life. Maybe in my past life, ako yung laging inaantay kaya ngayon ako naman daw ang laging mag-aantay.
Sa totoo lang. Sa mga kaibigan ko, ako lagi ang unang nag-aantay sa kanila. Sa lovelife, ako lagi ang nag-aantay. ANG LAGING UMAASA.
Andami ko narin naging kasawian sa buhay. Pag-ibig. Pag-aaral. Pagkakaibigan. BAKIT KAYA GANUN?
Eto na naman ako. Andami ko na namang tanong. HAY. O.o
Sa totoo lang. Sa mga kaibigan ko, ako lagi ang unang nag-aantay sa kanila. Sa lovelife, ako lagi ang nag-aantay. ANG LAGING UMAASA.
Andami ko narin naging kasawian sa buhay. Pag-ibig. Pag-aaral. Pagkakaibigan. BAKIT KAYA GANUN?
Eto na naman ako. Andami ko na namang tanong. HAY. O.o
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
SUBSTITUTE.
Lately, I've come to a realization that every experience I had with a boy, I was always the substitute. A very sad realization. :'(
I had a boy best friend when I was in my junior year of high school. It was the first time that I ever got one. =)) Anyways, we were really close. Months passed and the teasing began. We were always linked. At first, I didn't really see him as a crush or anything. He was just really playful and good around girls. But then, I started noticing him 'cause he was good in Math and the guitar. Every night, we would tease each other in Y.M. The conversation always lasted like an hour or more. He said he liked one of my friends so I always teased him. Of course, I was kinda hurt but it was okay. It was always like that.
But then, rumors started spreading that he had a crush on me. I felt kind of happy then. But our relationship did not go to the next level. We still remained best friends. Our Christmas party drew nearer and I planned to give him a gift. Actually, I always gave gifts to all my classmates but of course, I made his a special one. I came to the party earlier than him. When he came, he immediately went to one of his friends. He was showing them a cute jacket. I was feeling a bit nervous then. But not because I was thinking it was for me. Then I heard him ask help from his friend to write a letter. And BOOM! I heard the girl's name. Of course, it wasn't me.
After that, I just ran to the bathroom and cried my heart out. I didn't tell a soul about what I was feeling. Eventually they found out and everyone was eager to know why I was crying. They already had a clue. It was my mistake to cry like that. In the first place, nothing was going on between us. I made such a big deal about our closeness. I really regretted doing that kind of scene.
Dance night came and I still kept on crying. No one could comfort me even my best friends. Some guys asked me to dance but I was really in no mood at all especially when I see the two of them dancing so close to each other. My heart was really broken then.
The next day, our section planned on going to an amusement park. We used our car to get there. Obviously, he was there. During the trip, we were paired up. He was my partner of course. In the course of our stay in the amusement park, he was awfully sweet towards me. It was as if there was something between us. And when we were about to end our visit there, he held my hand. I was shocked but happy. And he bought us a pair of baller each. And a pin. It was like a couple's baller and pin.
But after that incident, he became cold towards me. I found out that he still could not replace the other girl with anyone. It was like he just used me to confirm his feelings for her. I was in total disarray after that incident. I hated his guts. I cried every night. My eyes were sore every morning I came to school I lost my friends because of him. I REALLY HATED HIM. I burnt the baller and the pin he gave me.
That was two years ago and now a boy has yet again entered my life. His older than me by 3 years. We have been acquaintances for a year now. We rarely see each other then but now, we usually do. He hasn't actually told me he like me but he treats me with care and love. He usually texts and chats me. He accompanied me home once. We treat each other very nicely. The only problem is... He already has a girlfriend.
Yes. What we are doing is wrong but I can't help it. I like him. WHAT TO DO?
I feel as though I am yet again being a substitute. I don't want to repeat the same mistake but... ><
I had a boy best friend when I was in my junior year of high school. It was the first time that I ever got one. =)) Anyways, we were really close. Months passed and the teasing began. We were always linked. At first, I didn't really see him as a crush or anything. He was just really playful and good around girls. But then, I started noticing him 'cause he was good in Math and the guitar. Every night, we would tease each other in Y.M. The conversation always lasted like an hour or more. He said he liked one of my friends so I always teased him. Of course, I was kinda hurt but it was okay. It was always like that.
But then, rumors started spreading that he had a crush on me. I felt kind of happy then. But our relationship did not go to the next level. We still remained best friends. Our Christmas party drew nearer and I planned to give him a gift. Actually, I always gave gifts to all my classmates but of course, I made his a special one. I came to the party earlier than him. When he came, he immediately went to one of his friends. He was showing them a cute jacket. I was feeling a bit nervous then. But not because I was thinking it was for me. Then I heard him ask help from his friend to write a letter. And BOOM! I heard the girl's name. Of course, it wasn't me.
After that, I just ran to the bathroom and cried my heart out. I didn't tell a soul about what I was feeling. Eventually they found out and everyone was eager to know why I was crying. They already had a clue. It was my mistake to cry like that. In the first place, nothing was going on between us. I made such a big deal about our closeness. I really regretted doing that kind of scene.
Dance night came and I still kept on crying. No one could comfort me even my best friends. Some guys asked me to dance but I was really in no mood at all especially when I see the two of them dancing so close to each other. My heart was really broken then.
The next day, our section planned on going to an amusement park. We used our car to get there. Obviously, he was there. During the trip, we were paired up. He was my partner of course. In the course of our stay in the amusement park, he was awfully sweet towards me. It was as if there was something between us. And when we were about to end our visit there, he held my hand. I was shocked but happy. And he bought us a pair of baller each. And a pin. It was like a couple's baller and pin.
But after that incident, he became cold towards me. I found out that he still could not replace the other girl with anyone. It was like he just used me to confirm his feelings for her. I was in total disarray after that incident. I hated his guts. I cried every night. My eyes were sore every morning I came to school I lost my friends because of him. I REALLY HATED HIM. I burnt the baller and the pin he gave me.
That was two years ago and now a boy has yet again entered my life. His older than me by 3 years. We have been acquaintances for a year now. We rarely see each other then but now, we usually do. He hasn't actually told me he like me but he treats me with care and love. He usually texts and chats me. He accompanied me home once. We treat each other very nicely. The only problem is... He already has a girlfriend.
Yes. What we are doing is wrong but I can't help it. I like him. WHAT TO DO?
I feel as though I am yet again being a substitute. I don't want to repeat the same mistake but... ><
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