EFF.

Ugh. Finals week na namin. Actually, it's not a week. It's two weeks. This term is such a drag. Sobrang bagal ng term na to. >< So many things to do and to pass. I can't even find time to have fun anymore. Kahit simpleng manood lang ng sine. I miss my high school days. Pwedeng petiks lang. Pag college, BAM! Hindi yan uubra. Kailangan magsumikap. I have a lot of exams coming up and I don't even know kung alin ang uunahin ko. ang dami ring papers na kailangang ipasa. Although most of them are by groups, mahirap pa rin siya. Especially if... Nevermind. I also hate the fact that no matter how much we try to get a good grade, laging may isang grupo na mas natataasan kami. They cram all the time pero kami we do everything on time. But still, they always get the upperhand. Is that how life's supposed to be? Alam mo yung pakiramdam na nageeffort ka ng todo-todo to get a certain grade pero in the end, some other person will get it. Ni hindi man lang nageeffort ng bonggang-bonggang katulad mo. Is college really that unfair? Edi mas mabuti pala na mag-cram na lang.

Haaaay. The effort we put in every thing we do is still not enough. Nakaka-disappoint and nakaka-frustrate lang. High school's really waaaaay better. Kahit madaming frustrations and disappointments, you can just laugh it off. Pero pag college, hindi. Masakit na your efforts are not appreciated fairly. ><

Oh well, ipagdadasal ko na lang na mataas makukuha namin sa mga papers namin. It's better to not expect anything great out of it.

Dancing - It Lives In My Heart >:)

Just finished watching some videos of The Skittlez Crew And La Salle Dance Company - Street. Yes. They're dance groups in my alma mater. While watching them, bigla ko tuloy namiss ang pagsayaw. When I was in elementary, I used to always perform for school programs. Dancing was always our performance. Whether it be hip hop, ballroom, folk dance or contemporary. Sobrang gustung-gusto ko talaga ang dancing noon. Pero, when I entered high school, wala na. Para bang naintimidate ako sa mga ka-batch ko na sobrang imba magsayaw. wala pa ata ako sa kalingkingan nila. Never naman kasi ako nakareceive ng dance classes in my life. Ayaw ako ipasok sa ganun ng mga magulang ko. Actually, nung first year, I wanted to join our cheering squad. Pero shyness took over me. >< 3rd year, I got a chance. Ayi, my friend, decided to put together a hip hop group. May isa kasing contest sa school na hip hop. I was really happy then. Kahit na medyo sabog yung performance namin during the competition itself. Tas nung 4th year, pep squad naman. Nakakapanghinayang lang na hindi kami nanalong first. :(. After that, hindi na ulit ako nagsayaw.

Anyways, my point is I'm really disappointed. Sa sarili ko, mostly. I had the talent in dancing pero I wasted it. Now, I miss it so much. SO SO SO MUCH. As in sobra. I want to enter a proper dance class para matutunan ko naman ang basics. The only problem is, laging kontra mga parents ko. Nagiisang talent ko na nga lang, na-waste pa.

My whole point is, I want to enhance this talent. AS IN. Dancing really is in my blood. I FEEL IT SO SO SO MUCH.

Wish List >:)

Malapit na birthday ko. To be exact, my 18th birthday. :0 I am really hoping na I can have these things kahit hindi sa birthday ko. Hopefully, bago ako maging 23 years old. =))))) HAHAHAHA.

1. HEADPHONES



Matagal ko nang gusto tong kind ng headphone na to. Mahilig ako sa astiging mga bagay and when I saw this, instantly nagustuhan ko na siya. Medyo pricey siya 'cause international brand and talagang maganda yung quality niya. I searched the net and it's like mga Php30 000. Sa ngayon wala pakong ganung pera pero hopefully, I will get one in the near future. :)

2. CAMERA



Ever since I started getting interest in photography, naging isa na sa mga goal ko ang makakuha ng isang high maintenance na camera. I want to take beautiful, breath-taking pictures so kailngan ko ng isang cam na imba. And also, my mom wants to have a photo shop and I want to fulfill that dream for her. I want to have photography not as a hobby but a passion and a talent of mine. :>

3. LAPTOP



This year, my promised me that he would buy me a laptop before the school year started. Kailangan ko kasi especially kapag nasa school. Madami kasi kaming mga papers na sinusulat and stuff. Syempre, I was happy. He told me na notebook laptop lang pero still, I was happy. I never owned a gadget in my life. The only gadget I have is my phone so syempre masaya ako. NGUNIT, SUBALIT, DATAPWAT, katulad ng dati, that promise was broken again. Syempre, I was very disappointed. Pero, wala ako magagawa eh. Ganun ang buhay. Anyways, gusto ko talaga ng laptop. Aminin na natin. Kailangan naman talaga nating lahat yan eh especially when you're a college student. :)

4. NEW PHONE





Gusto ko talaga ng bagong phone. Kawawa na kasi yung luma kong phone. Sobrang laspag na siya sakin. Nabagsag na siya sa floor ng ilang beses, puro gasgas tas minsan nga naghahang na siya eh. IN SHORT, gusto na niya magretire. Gusto ko sanang sabihin sa daddy ko na palitan na niya phone ko kaso nahihiya ako. ANYWAYS, I-Phone talaga gusto ko pero nung madami nang lumabas na kamukha ng I-Phone, bigla kong nagustuhan yung Samsung Galaxy. Maganda rin kasi features niya katulad ng I-Phone. SA TOTOO LANG, kahit hindi yang dalawang phone na yan makuha ko, ayos lang. Gusto ko lang talaga ng bagong phone.

Naaawa ako sa sarili ko. Hindi ko kasi mapigilan ang mainggit sa mga taong nakapaligid sakin lalo na sa school ko. Puro mga gadgets na... BASTA! Minsan, nahihiya na nga ako ilabas yung phone ko eh. :( HINDI KO KAYANG MAKIPAGSABAYAN SA KANILA. >:(

ANYWAYS, simple lang akong tao. Masaya na ko kahit candy lang ibigay mo regalo sakin. Ang mahalaga, naaalala mong birthday ko. YANG MGA BAGAY NA YAN, PANSAMANTALA LANG NAMAN. Pero syempre, hindi rin maiiwasan na sana meron din ako niyan. I'M ONLY HUMAN. THAT'S WHAT HUMANS DO. THEY CRAVE FOR SOMETHING. :)

BV na naging BRIGHTY! :P

Kahapon, pumunta kami ng Recto kasama ang aking mga parents. I needed to find three books since yung Chem naman e problem-solved na. Pagdating namin dun, umuulan. Yung una naming tinanungan, sabi titingnan daw kung meron sila sa bodega nila. Kinuha nung isang bakla yung listahan ko. After mga 10 minutes, bigla akong tinawagan ni daddy. Pumarada lang kasi siya somewhere. Sabi niya huwag daw kaming maghintay at maniwala sa mga tindero na nagsasabing meron sila or kukunin lang sa bodega. Wala daw mga bodega yung mga yun at papatungan dawn g presyo yung mga ganung libro. Sabi ko na lang okay. After mga 5 minutes, wala pa rin yung bakla. Maya-maya tumawag na naman yung daddy ko. Sabi niya maghanap na daw kami sa iba hindi yung nakatunganga lang kami. Nainis na ko. Sabi ko wala sa akin yung listahan, kinuha nung tindero. Nagalit siya. Binabaan ko siya. After mga 3 minutes, bumalik yung bakla. Isa lang dala niya. Buti nalang yun yung librong hinahanap naming. Sabi ni mommy bilhin ko na daw para walang masabi yung daddy ko. Binili ko na nga. Php350 yung book. Ang mahal. Di na ko nakatawad. After nun, tumawid kami sa kabilang side ng mommy ko. Sabi ko sa kanya, naiistress ako kay daddy. Sobrang pikon na pikon na ko nun. Pagkatawid naming, nandun si daddy nagaabang. Tinanungan ko yung pinakaunang bangketa. Sabi niya meron siya nung isa. Pero kukunin pa sa bangketa. Tinanong ko kung magkano. Sabi niya Php400. Nung kukunin na sana nung babae sa bodega nila yung libro, biglang umepal yung tatay ko. Sabi niya huwag na daw dun kasi matagal. Edi umalis ako. INIS NA INIS na talaga ako. Hindi naman siya yung gagamit nung libro. Parang ewan. AAAAAMMMMP! Ang dami naming tinanungan. Gusto pa niya dun sa mga may sariling mga stalls na parang bookstore magtanong. E mas mahal nga sa mga ganun eh. May nakita ulit kaming ganung libro pero Php595. Yung isa naman Php630. edi sana kung naghintay nalang kami dun sa unang-una, tapos na. Ngayon naghahagilap kami ng mura. POTEK! Tapos may isa nag-offer Php500. ayaw ng tatay ko. Tapos nung nakaabot na kami kung saan, sabi niya balikan daw namin yung nag-offer ng Php500. Sabi ko kayo maghanap. Hinanap niya. Lumagpas na siya. Sinisigawan ko na siya from dun sa stall. Sabi ko, “DAAAAAD! Lumagpas ka na! Eto oh!” Sabay turo dun sa mama. Kinausap niya. Tapos binigay nung mama ng Php450. Sa wakas, natapos din. After nun may isa pang kulang. Sabi ng kaibigan ko, sa National daw siya nakabili. E may malapit na National Book Store dun. Pumunta ako. Sabi nila out of stock. Akala ko after nun, uuwi na kami since atat na atat na naman yung tatay ko umuwi. Pagtingin ko, papunta kaming Harrison Plaza. Tumingin kami sa National dun. Wala daw, out of stock din. Pinasearch ko sa Customer Service kung san may available na ganun. Sabi niya sa Super Branch Cubao pa daw. POTEK! Ang layo! Anyways, bumili na lang muna ko ng mga kulang kulang ko pa. nakapila ako sa counter tas biglang sabi ng tatay ko sabihin sa Customer Service na ipareserve na yung isang nasa Superbranch sa Cubao. Pagkatapos kong bumili nung mga bagay bagay, pumunta kong Customer Service. Sabi nung Miss sa akin php5 000+ daw yung libro. Sabi ko hindi yung text book hinahanap ko, yung manual lang. Lab Manual lang. tapos meron daw sa G5. Pinatawagan namin. Sabi naming i-reserve na. MAYA-MAYA, nagtext yung friend ko. Nabilhan na daw niya ko! GRABEEEE! Isa na namang savior. Hindi ko naman sinabi sa kanya na bilhan niya ko pero binilhan niya ko. So pinaka-cancel na namin yung reservation and PROBLEM SOLVED. THANK YOU LEXII! You’re the best! 

At yan ang nangyari sa isang napaka-IMBANG SATURDAY. Una, inis na inis at pikon na pikon ako sa Dad ko. Buti nalang, pina-brighten up ni Lex ang aking mood. :>

It's My Second Day, already!

Last May 31 was my second day of being a sophomore. I met the last set of my new professors. Friday is my least favorite ‘cause I go home late during Fridays and both of my lab days are during that day. Anyways, I’ll describe my three professors na. They’re all girls. They’re all in their early and middle twenties, according to my point of view. =))))

First is Ms. Charisse Tan. She looks like a fellow student because of what she was wearing during that time. She wore a dress with a cardigan and some flats, I think. Anyways, our class is from 8am to 11am. It’s three hours ‘cause it’s my lab subject. She teaches Experimental Psychology – Laboratory. So, it means we’ll be doing all our experiments, surveys and everything in her class. She discussed about the course syllabus and the rules we need to abide by in the lab. She asked each of us a topic of interest. We were supposed to do a PowerPoint presentation each based on our topic of interest but since the other room was occupied, we didn’t. YES! So, it means that we were dismissed early. She only took 35 minutes of the whole duration of our class. Our next class was still 11:20 and we got 3 hours to spare so my Jenine, Ezra (my friends) and I decided to go to Ezra’s condo. Our prof just told us to do the Powerpoint presentation at home and we’ll present it next meeting. DAMN! I thought we wouldn’t do it. Good thing my topic was kind of easy. Gender differences. Anyways, I think her subject is kind of tough, ‘cause at the end, we’ll have to come up with our own experiment to do and we’ll have to defend that experiment in front of a panel and that experiment will determine if we can pass or fail her subject. OMG! Parang research lang during high school pero mas mahirap. Anyways, buti nalang by group so it’s still quite okay.

After hanging out sa crib ni Ezra, we headed to our next class. Our next class was PSYCHM1 or in short, General Chemistry. Tinatakot kami nung isa naming friend na baka si quevada daw prof namin. Si Quevada ang isa sa mga pinakaterror teacher sa Chem Department. Tapos worse case scenario pa is nasa harap kami. Kaming tatlo lang nandun. Habang nagaantay, pinagdadasal ko talaga n asana hindi si Quevada. And then, BOOM! Hindi siya! =)))) Isang girl. Bata pa siya. Siguro mga 24-27 years old. She really has a loud voice. So, she handed out the course syllabus at isa-isa niya kaming pinabasa nung mga magiging lessons namin. Hindi naman ako actually natakot sa kanya. I thought she was nice and all. And then, binalaan niya kami. She told us that we really had to work hard to pass Chemistry. Although, parang review lang siya of what we learned during our high school Chemistry, it will still be hard. Her tests are mostly problem-solving ones. SHIT~! Ayoko ng ganun! I actually had the feeling na medyo nakakatakot din siya. And to my disappointment, oo. Tama nga. She is a little bit frightening ‘cause you can’t actually decipher what she’s thinking. Mahilig din siya magbigay ng surprise quizzes to determine if may natutunan kami sa mga lessons niya. Mahilig siya magpa-board work. Yung isa kong friend, ayaw sa kanya. =)))) Anyways, we needed a book na naman for this subject. She told us na yung book nabibili sa bookstore and it costs Php1 100. Effin’ what?!? Wala akong ganung pera so nagisip ako ng paraan. Buti na lang naalala ko na si Marvin, Chemistry major. So, I told him na kailangan ko ng ganitong Chem book and meron siya. WOOOH! Savior ko talaga si Marvin! Makukuha ko sa Monday yung book sa kanya. Sobrang grateful ko talaga sa kanya! THANK YOU TALAGA MARVIN! 

Okay, so last but not the least is yung prof ko sa Chemistry – Laboratory. Habang hinihintay kung sino ang prof namin, nagdadasal na naman ulit ako na huwag sana si quevada. Oo nga pala. Grabeng init sa lab namin. As in walang hanging pumapasok kasi sealed talaga yung room. Isa lang yung bintanang nakabukas. Hindi gumagana yung electric fan at ang tanging way in ng air is yung tatlong pintuan. Grabe. Pa’no kaya pag nag-experiments na kami? Anyways, at last dumating na prof namin. AND, it’s a girl na naman. Newly graduated BioChemistry major. Last year lang siya gumraduate from La Salle din and she’s already a professor. WOW! Imba. Idol ko siya. Ang kulit nga niya eh. Parang mga magkakabarkada lang kami. Pero, strict siya when it comes to grades. May pagka-OC daw siya pagdating dun. So, kailangan pa rin daw naming maging masipag when it comes to experiments. Pero still, I like her. I think I’ll be enjoying my Chemistry Lab. 

So, that was my Friday went. Maaga pala kaming pinalabas nung Chem Lab prof ko since first day naman and wala naman kaming ginawa kundi i-explain lang yung syllabus at mga dadalhin at kailangan for lab.

First Day High! :>

So, okay. Obvious naman sa title ko na first day ko ngayon pero hindi bilang isang high school student ngunit bilang isang second year college student. High ang nakalagay dun kasi di ko akalain na ganun pala kasaya ang magiging first day ko. I didn't actually expect to have fun on the first day 'cause I was not really anxious nor excited about coming back to school. Anyways, today I met my four new professors.

"Upang mabatid ang tadhana ng isang bayan, lubhang kinakailangang buksan ang aklat na nagsasalaysay ng nakaraan nito."

- Jose Rizal
First was Sir Michael Charleston Briones Chua a.k.a. Sir Xiao. So yang quote na yan, nakita ko sa course syllabus niya. Favorite nya siguro yang quote na yan. Naging prof ko na siya nung 2nd term when I was still a freshman. Kaspil1 naman yun. Ngayon Kaspil2. He is an avid Ninoy Aquino fan. He graduated from The University of the Philippines. He's a historian. He taught in U.P. for about three years but got into some trouble so he had to leave his beloved alma mater. After a few months of being jobless, he was hired by DLSU. And voila! He is now on his third year as a History professor in our university. Personally, I do not like him. I can like him but at the very core of my heart, I don't. He keeps on saying he doesn't have any favoritism in his students kahit pa crush nya yung estudyante pero that's not true. Narealize ko na kapag crush ka ni Sir or tipo ka niya, you have a big chance of getting a very high grade even though you don't do well on papers and stuff. Pero I wouldn't worry about that. Hangga't babasahin mo yung mga readings niya with full understanding at nagrerecite ka paminsan-minsan, pasado ka na sa kanya. I'll survive him. Nakasurvive na ko sa kanya dati eh. Although, he gets on my nerves at times. TEEHEE! >:)

"CARPE DIEM"

Next is Dr. Jeane Peracullo. She teaches INTFILO or in short Introduction to Philosophy. She's a bit weird. She always laughs for no reason. She likes to joke but it's not funny. But still, I like her. I think that she will teach us well. It's important that a professor is great in this subject because Philosophy is a bit complicated as it also pertains to logic. I'm quite hoping that I will be good in this subject. Although it can be a bit boring at times, I have a feeling that what she will teach us will be of good use in the future. I'm just a bit sorry for her 'cause she really tries hard to make us laugh and not be awkward or bored.

"There is a way that seems right to a man but in the end leads to death."
-King Solomon

Thirdly is Mr. Chester Howard Lee. He teaches Experimental Psychology. Now, this is the most difficult subject in this term and also it's my major so it is very crucial that my professor is the best in this field and I also must do good. At first, when he entered the room, I thought, "Ang bata niya pa ata para maging prof." Then he sat down and he looked at us one by one. He had a poker face and so I said, "AY! Mukhang strict ata." Then he went out. He came back after a few minutes. Then he started his lecture. Akala ko it would be boring. But, I was very wrong. He turns out to be a very funny teacher. He told us that he had his first kiss when he was 22 y.o. He loves to make powerpoint presentations out of the blue. I forgot kung ano pa yung iba niyang sinabi. AY! He likes the smell and the feet of a girl. Yun daw ang main attraction niya sa girls. FEET FETISH. He likes to spend his money on neckties and long sleeves. Mahahalata nga sa suot niya kanina. Lol. =)))))) Anyways, I like him. I am now positive that I will be able to understand well his subject dahil sa manner ng pagtuturo niya. Sinabi na niya mismo na mahirap ang subject namin pero he will try his best to make us learn. And for that, I like him already. HAHAHA. Basta. I just know a magaling siya. :)))

Lastly is Mr. Ariane Macalinga Borlongan. He teaches ENGLRES. ENGLRES involves both writing and research which is also very hard. He graduated from DLSU and already has a Ph.D. by the age of 23! Can you imagine that? Grabe. Sobrang hanga ko sa kanya nung sinabi niyang he already has a PH.D. He is a bit feminine, to be honest. Pero still he's cool. He also said na we don't need to buy the book because whatever is in the book, he will teach it two times better. I like him very much. :))

And that was how my day went. I met 4 cool, amazing professors. I am looking forward to tomorrow. I am very much looking forward to this term. Since I have only 18 units unlike last time, I am very much happy not to be too stressed this time. I have early dismissals and the professors are very nice and the subjects are easy to follow. Well, I am hoping for a good start this second year of me being a kolehiyala. HWAITING! :> :> :>

Friday The 13th

So, last May 13, I invited my best friend, Eka, to come to my house and play. HAHAHAHA. Since our house is kind of smelly because of our two new pitbull puppies, I just told her to meet at Cash and Carry. It's a mall near our house. I arrived there first. So to make time fly by fast, I decided to play in the arcade. The arcade there was really cheap. They didn't sell cards. Instead, they sold tokens which only cost Php7 each so that means all of the games available in there are Php7 ONLY! AHHHH~! It's heaven. why have I only discovered it now? AISH! Anyways, I decided to warm up by shooting some hoops. I haven't done that in a while. After a few games, I was tired so I went to the race cars. Eka was really taking long and so I had to play some more games. I just went back and forth from the basketball game to the racing game 'cause there's no Dance Mania and there are many people playing House of the Dead. =))))

I, then, decided to see if the latest copy of the "Sparkling" magazine was out. And luckily, it was! So, I immediately bought it. Just then, Eka texted me that she has just arrived. I went outside and there she was. I was really happy to see her. It's been a long while since we've met due to our busy school life.

We went straight to the arcade. We played some basketball and then went to karaoke. We sang a few songs just to relieve stress. Then some air hockey. The air hockey was really long. We had two games, I think. Then we decided to splurge our last tokens on the stuff toy machines. Eka tried first. She didn't get it. Then it was my turn. Just as when it was about to be dropped to the bin, it fell. AIGOOOO! I was really really disappointed. AAAAH!

After that, we ate and talked. It was really fun. We also bought some magazines. I had to persuade her to buy. HAHAHAHA. I hope we get to do that again some time.

That was how we spent our Friday the 13th. IT WAS A VERY FUN AND HAPPY DAY! neomu jowayo~!

Things Change. People Change.

Nagkita ulit kami nung taong matagal ko nang gustong makita ulit. I thought things would still be the same. The friendship we had then, kala ko nandun pa rin e. But during the time we were together, parang ibang tao na siya. Time made a difference. Ang sarap balik-balikan nung oras na magkasama kami, tawa lang ng tawa, walang paki sa mundo. Ngayon, daig pa namin bagong magkakilalang tao. I am looking at a very different person. O sadya lang talagang ganun? Baka naman pati ako nagbago na rin sa paningin nya. Siguro, we're not looking at the same page of a book, ika nga.

Nakakalungkot lang isipin na yung dati naming pinagsamahan ganun lang din kabilis nawala. Iniisip ko pa naman na iba siya. Kasi nga naging close naman kami e. Pero hindi pala. Iba talaga nagagawa ng distance or gap sa isang tao. :|

Anyways, enough of that drama. =))

HAY. Finals week ko na. Andaming papers na kailangan tapusin. It's 1am and I still have to do 2 papers. PLUS may 2 exams pa kami in comparative anatomy. PLUS may finals pa kami sa ENGLCOM. LAST, may super imbang reporting ng project sa maor ko. AAAGGGHH!

Gustung-gusto ko na talaga mag-relax. GRABE. Puyat na naman ako. Lagi nalang. Eyebugs ko about na ata sa ilong ko. KIDDING. =)))) Namimiss ko na mga kaibigan ko, mga kaharutan ko. HAAAAAAY! SANA PO BAKASYON NAAAA!

High-Level Description of the Sixteen Personality Types

ISTJ

Serious and quiet, interested in security and peaceful living. Extremely thorough, responsible, and dependable. Well-developed powers of concentration. Usually interested in supporting and promoting traditions and establishments. Well-organized and hard working, they work steadily towards identified goals. They can usually accomplish any task once they have set their mind to it.


ISTP

Quiet and reserved, interested in how and why things work. Excellent skills with mechanical things. Risk-takers who they live for the moment. Usually interested in and talented at extreme sports. Uncomplicated in their desires. Loyal to their peers and to their internal value systems, but not overly concerned with respecting laws and rules if they get in the way of getting something done. Detached and analytical, they excel at finding solutions to practical problems.



ISFJ

Quiet, kind, and conscientious. Can be depended on to follow through. Usually puts the needs of others above their own needs. Stable and practical, they value security and traditions. Well-developed sense of space and function. Rich inner world of observations about people. Extremely perceptive of other's feelings. Interested in serving others.



ISFP

Quiet, serious, sensitive and kind. Do not like conflict, and not likely to do things which may generate conflict. Loyal and faithful. Extremely well-developed senses, and aesthetic appreciation for beauty. Not interested in leading or controlling others. Flexible and open-minded. Likely to be original and creative. Enjoy the present moment.



INFJ

Quietly forceful, original, and sensitive. Tend to stick to things until they are done. Extremely intuitive about people, and concerned for their feelings. Well-developed value systems which they strictly adhere to. Well-respected for their perserverence in doing the right thing. Likely to be individualistic, rather than leading or following.



INFP

Quiet, reflective, and idealistic. Interested in serving humanity. Well-developed value system, which they strive to live in accordance with. Extremely loyal. Adaptable and laid-back unless a strongly-held value is threatened. Usually talented writers. Mentally quick, and able to see possibilities. Interested in understanding and helping people.


INTJ

Independent, original, analytical, and determined. Have an exceptional ability to turn theories into solid plans of action. Highly value knowledge, competence, and structure. Driven to derive meaning from their visions. Long-range thinkers. Have very high standards for their performance, and the performance of others. Natural leaders, but will follow if they trust existing leaders.


INTP

Logical, original, creative thinkers. Can become very excited about theories and ideas. Exceptionally capable and driven to turn theories into clear understandings. Highly value knowledge, competence and logic. Quiet and reserved, hard to get to know well. Individualistic, having no interest in leading or following others.


ESTP

Friendly, adaptable, action-oriented. "Doers" who are focused on immediate results. Living in the here-and-now, they're risk-takers who live fast-paced lifestyles. Impatient with long explanations. Extremely loyal to their peers, but not usually respectful of laws and rules if they get in the way of getting things done. Great people skills.


ESTJ

Practical, traditional, and organized. Likely to be athletic. Not interested in theory or abstraction unless they see the practical application. Have clear visions of the way things should be. Loyal and hard-working. Like to be in charge. Exceptionally capable in organizing and running activities. "Good citizens" who value security and peaceful living.



ESFP

People-oriented and fun-loving, they make things more fun for others by their enjoyment. Living for the moment, they love new experiences. They dislike theory and impersonal analysis. Interested in serving others. Likely to be the center of attention in social situations. Well-developed common sense and practical ability.


ESFJ

Warm-hearted, popular, and conscientious. Tend to put the needs of others over their own needs. Feel strong sense of responsibility and duty. Value traditions and security. Interested in serving others. Need positive reinforcement to feel good about themselves. Well-developed sense of space and function.



ENFP

Enthusiastic, idealistic, and creative. Able to do almost anything that interests them. Great people skills. Need to live life in accordance with their inner values. Excited by new ideas, but bored with details. Open-minded and flexible, with a broad range of interests and abilities.


ENFJ

Popular and sensitive, with outstanding people skills. Externally focused, with real concern for how others think and feel. Usually dislike being alone. They see everything from the human angle, and dislike impersonal analysis. Very effective at managing people issues, and leading group discussions. Interested in serving others, and probably place the needs of others over their own needs.



ENTP

Creative, resourceful, and intellectually quick. Good at a broad range of things. Enjoy debating issues, and may be into "one-up-manship". They get very excited about new ideas and projects, but may neglect the more routine aspects of life. Generally outspoken and assertive. They enjoy people and are stimulating company. Excellent ability to understand concepts and apply logic to find solutions.


ENTJ

Assertive and outspoken - they are driven to lead. Excellent ability to understand difficult organizational problems and create solid solutions. Intelligent and well-informed, they usually excel at public speaking. They value knowledge and competence, and usually have little patience with inefficiency or disorganization.

Source: http://www.personalitypage.com/high-level.html

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MY PERSONALITY.

What others see from your style?
You tend to be affectionate but not very strong emotionally. You want to be loved, and this can make you appear needy and clingy at times.

What your nightclothes reveal
You are friendly and always in a good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.

What others see from your ties?
You enjoy being alone. You like the simple but good life, and you cherish your freedom. You are thoughtful, confident and uninterested in glamour.

What others see from your belts?
You tend to be outspoken and even aggressive. You either love or hate people, ideas and things. You can sometimes find facing the truth difficult and are an extremely confident person.

What others see from your shoes?
You're very young at heart. You regard freedom highly and don't like to be controlled by a set of rules. You don't like conflict, will compromise wherever possible, and are hardworking people. Occasionally you can become vulnerable when having to face problems, especially emotional ones.

What others see from your earrings?
You are attractive and unique. Wearing these sorts of earrings indicates that you are a romantic and easygoing person. You like to have people pleasing you, and your personality is bright and cheerful.

The last analysis
You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.

You are a sociable and outgoing person. You enjoy attending parties and seek attention from people wherever you can. The closer you place your words together, the more afraid you are of being left alone. Loneliness is your one great fear.

Chocolate

You are a sensitive person and often find yourself daydreaming about your past and future. You are quite conservative and the values that your parents and teachers instilled in you still play an important part in your decision making.


The Mass Communicator
You have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help.

You've made your way well in this world despite all the obstacles you've had to faced. You have survived a lot more troubles than most people. You have had to deal with difficult people, ridiculous rules, and tempestuous relationships.
Love for you can be as intense as the fire on the face of the sun. You are either very calm on the inside when there is a lot of insanity going on around you, or you shut people up and take charge. You can go to a movie by yourself. You are as comfortable alone as you are with others.
You are a great lover when you find that rare mate who is your equal, otherwise your relationships do not go well. Life is a roller coaster, and you are finding ways to make the good times better. You love sports.
Here is the analysis:
1.Your ideal mate has a sense of humor and is lively.
2.You always compare yourself with others. You make your wishes too difficult to come true.
3.Success depends on someone's faith in their ability. That's your attitudes towards success.
4.You are a person of principle. You respect social rules and regulations.
5.You are emotional, sincere and optimistic.

Some sentences and phrases were highlighted because they really are true about me. Especially the adventurous outgoing and carefree part. I am a wild child at heart. I do not like to be tamed. And I feel like that these days. I feel like my heart is not supposed to be here, to what I am studying or taking up right now. To be honest, I feel that my course is hard and I really don't like it. I don't like Science. And my course is full of Science subjects which makes it difficult for me. My head can't manage the terms that I need to know and keep memorizing. I feel like if I continue on this path, I'll be a completely different person.

A friend who is now studying in Korea serves as an inspiration to me. I admire her because she pursued her dream. She is so liberated and free. I want that. I really do. She advised me to apply for that scholarship that she got. I prepared my documents. I was just starting from college then. I was busy. I was still unsure. And so, I didn't meet the deadline and it was too late. I didn't pass the requirements. She found out that I didn't apply and although she didn't tell me, I knew she was disappointed. I passed out on a rare chance. I, too, was disappointed in myself.

But now, I've made up my mind. I want to pursue that scholarship. I'll wait until the time comes when I will be given a chance to apply again. I know it is going to be hard there but I'm ready to face it. I just feel incomplete here. I feel like a robot just going with what everybody expects or wants. I want this for myself and I will get it. I am saddened to leave my family and friends especially my Mom and Dad but I need to find my own path. I HAVE TO. I need to start being independent. I need to spread my own wings. I'll eventually come back to them. It's just five years.

But right now, I'll just enjoy every waking moment with them and my friends. Hopefully, I do get to spread my wings and fly.

Lucky or Unlucky?

I just came to a realization. Malas ako pagdating sa love. :| SUCKS, I KNOW. 17 nako ngayon but still no experience in love or anything close to that matter. Yes, sasabihin ng iba masyado akong nagmamadali. But I've been waiting for so long now. Don't I get my chance at love? Siguro feeling ni Jesus di pako ready. Maybe I am not ready yet. Pero, you wouldn't learn unless you experience it right? Ang galing ko magbigay ng advice sa mga friends ko na patience is a virtue at maghintay lang sila at darating din yung guy na hinahanap nila pero when I try to apply it to myself, it doesn't work. I just want to try out something fun really. Experience something new and exciting. That kind of adrenaline and experience would truly suit my personality. :)))

I'm just being too lovesick aren't I? Nevermind me. Yung mga kaibigan ko rin kasi may someone special kaya siguro ganun. Naiinggit lang siguro ako. My time will come. HOPEFULLY, SOON. :)

BOOK HUNT! :)

At dahil nabanggit ko sa aking last blog na I am in dire need of a lotta books, I nagged my parents to accompany me to RECTO. It is the haven of second-hand books and oh-so-cheap ones. I'm excited 'cause after all the nagging I have done, they've finally allowed me. YAY ME! Tomorrow we will go! :) :) :) PARTY! PARTY! I'm just so happy! I hope and I pray that our trip will be safe and successful. KUDOS to me. :>

CONCENTRATION IS THE KEY!

Kakastart lang ng classes ko last thursday for the Third Term. OH YES. THIRD TERM na kami. Ngayon ko lang narealize how much hectic and streeful ang load ko this term. 24 units. I don't have breaks every tuesdays and thursdays and my classes run from 9:40 in the morning to 05:40 in the afternoon. I can survive not eating for that duration but what I can't survive is having COMPANA (which is the lecture part) and LBYBIO3 (which is the lab part) on the same day tas magkasunod pa tas no breaks. Dati kasi merong break e kaya hindi stressful and brain-draining but now, it's a different story. One of my professors found out about this schedules of ours. Hindi lang kasi ako. Medyo marami-rami rin kami. And she too, was against the idea of not having any breaks. Talaga raw manlalata, manghihina at magkakasakit kami. Our brains will not process the information being taught to us. Dapat daw hindi ganun ang ginawa nmin. BUT, what were we supposed to do? We were left with no choice. Hindi nman kasi kami advanced enrollees kaya ganun.

Secondly, andaming librong kailangan. Hindi naman problema sakin yun e. I'm a reader so I don't find reading very boring unlike other people. The main problem is, these books cost a lot of money and I'll just be using them for one term. They're also required by my professors so I really need to buy them. I thought of an alternative which is photocopying these books but photocopying it will cost me more. Good thing I'm a resourceful person. I told my mom and dad that I needed hose books at pinilit ko talga sila na hindi ako papasa at magiging DL (yun ang gusto nila) kung wala akong libro. Although I survived two terms not having any books, it took a toll on me. I didn't get very good scores on some of my tests 'cause of lack of resources so I'm determined to make bawi. YUCK, konyo. =))))) So, tomorrow, I'll be off to Recto to find these books. Hopefully, may mahanap kaming 4x na mas mura sa mga yun.

Eto nga pala yung mga listahan ng librong kailangan ko:

INTSOCI: Php900 (orig. price) / Php500 (bargained price)
COMPANA: Php898
LBYBIO3: Php465
STAPSY2: Php645(actually last term pa to kailngan)
ENGLCOM: Php310

For a grand total of...

Tumataginting na Php3 218.00. WOW! Wala ako masabi.

ANY, mag-aaral talaga akong mabuti this term para naman mapay-off yung kung magkano man ang magagastos namin. God Bless Me. =))))