Dancing - It Lives In My Heart >:)

Just finished watching some videos of The Skittlez Crew And La Salle Dance Company - Street. Yes. They're dance groups in my alma mater. While watching them, bigla ko tuloy namiss ang pagsayaw. When I was in elementary, I used to always perform for school programs. Dancing was always our performance. Whether it be hip hop, ballroom, folk dance or contemporary. Sobrang gustung-gusto ko talaga ang dancing noon. Pero, when I entered high school, wala na. Para bang naintimidate ako sa mga ka-batch ko na sobrang imba magsayaw. wala pa ata ako sa kalingkingan nila. Never naman kasi ako nakareceive ng dance classes in my life. Ayaw ako ipasok sa ganun ng mga magulang ko. Actually, nung first year, I wanted to join our cheering squad. Pero shyness took over me. >< 3rd year, I got a chance. Ayi, my friend, decided to put together a hip hop group. May isa kasing contest sa school na hip hop. I was really happy then. Kahit na medyo sabog yung performance namin during the competition itself. Tas nung 4th year, pep squad naman. Nakakapanghinayang lang na hindi kami nanalong first. :(. After that, hindi na ulit ako nagsayaw.

Anyways, my point is I'm really disappointed. Sa sarili ko, mostly. I had the talent in dancing pero I wasted it. Now, I miss it so much. SO SO SO MUCH. As in sobra. I want to enter a proper dance class para matutunan ko naman ang basics. The only problem is, laging kontra mga parents ko. Nagiisang talent ko na nga lang, na-waste pa.

My whole point is, I want to enhance this talent. AS IN. Dancing really is in my blood. I FEEL IT SO SO SO MUCH.

Wish List >:)

Malapit na birthday ko. To be exact, my 18th birthday. :0 I am really hoping na I can have these things kahit hindi sa birthday ko. Hopefully, bago ako maging 23 years old. =))))) HAHAHAHA.

1. HEADPHONES



Matagal ko nang gusto tong kind ng headphone na to. Mahilig ako sa astiging mga bagay and when I saw this, instantly nagustuhan ko na siya. Medyo pricey siya 'cause international brand and talagang maganda yung quality niya. I searched the net and it's like mga Php30 000. Sa ngayon wala pakong ganung pera pero hopefully, I will get one in the near future. :)

2. CAMERA



Ever since I started getting interest in photography, naging isa na sa mga goal ko ang makakuha ng isang high maintenance na camera. I want to take beautiful, breath-taking pictures so kailngan ko ng isang cam na imba. And also, my mom wants to have a photo shop and I want to fulfill that dream for her. I want to have photography not as a hobby but a passion and a talent of mine. :>

3. LAPTOP



This year, my promised me that he would buy me a laptop before the school year started. Kailangan ko kasi especially kapag nasa school. Madami kasi kaming mga papers na sinusulat and stuff. Syempre, I was happy. He told me na notebook laptop lang pero still, I was happy. I never owned a gadget in my life. The only gadget I have is my phone so syempre masaya ako. NGUNIT, SUBALIT, DATAPWAT, katulad ng dati, that promise was broken again. Syempre, I was very disappointed. Pero, wala ako magagawa eh. Ganun ang buhay. Anyways, gusto ko talaga ng laptop. Aminin na natin. Kailangan naman talaga nating lahat yan eh especially when you're a college student. :)

4. NEW PHONE





Gusto ko talaga ng bagong phone. Kawawa na kasi yung luma kong phone. Sobrang laspag na siya sakin. Nabagsag na siya sa floor ng ilang beses, puro gasgas tas minsan nga naghahang na siya eh. IN SHORT, gusto na niya magretire. Gusto ko sanang sabihin sa daddy ko na palitan na niya phone ko kaso nahihiya ako. ANYWAYS, I-Phone talaga gusto ko pero nung madami nang lumabas na kamukha ng I-Phone, bigla kong nagustuhan yung Samsung Galaxy. Maganda rin kasi features niya katulad ng I-Phone. SA TOTOO LANG, kahit hindi yang dalawang phone na yan makuha ko, ayos lang. Gusto ko lang talaga ng bagong phone.

Naaawa ako sa sarili ko. Hindi ko kasi mapigilan ang mainggit sa mga taong nakapaligid sakin lalo na sa school ko. Puro mga gadgets na... BASTA! Minsan, nahihiya na nga ako ilabas yung phone ko eh. :( HINDI KO KAYANG MAKIPAGSABAYAN SA KANILA. >:(

ANYWAYS, simple lang akong tao. Masaya na ko kahit candy lang ibigay mo regalo sakin. Ang mahalaga, naaalala mong birthday ko. YANG MGA BAGAY NA YAN, PANSAMANTALA LANG NAMAN. Pero syempre, hindi rin maiiwasan na sana meron din ako niyan. I'M ONLY HUMAN. THAT'S WHAT HUMANS DO. THEY CRAVE FOR SOMETHING. :)