Ugh. Finals week na namin. Actually, it's not a week. It's two weeks. This term is such a drag. Sobrang bagal ng term na to. >< So many things to do and to pass. I can't even find time to have fun anymore. Kahit simpleng manood lang ng sine. I miss my high school days. Pwedeng petiks lang. Pag college, BAM! Hindi yan uubra. Kailangan magsumikap. I have a lot of exams coming up and I don't even know kung alin ang uunahin ko. ang dami ring papers na kailangang ipasa. Although most of them are by groups, mahirap pa rin siya. Especially if... Nevermind. I also hate the fact that no matter how much we try to get a good grade, laging may isang grupo na mas natataasan kami. They cram all the time pero kami we do everything on time. But still, they always get the upperhand. Is that how life's supposed to be? Alam mo yung pakiramdam na nageeffort ka ng todo-todo to get a certain grade pero in the end, some other person will get it. Ni hindi man lang nageeffort ng bonggang-bonggang katulad mo. Is college really that unfair?
Edi mas mabuti pala na mag-cram na lang.
Haaaay. The effort we put in every thing we do is still not enough. Nakaka-disappoint and nakaka-frustrate lang. High school's really waaaaay better. Kahit madaming frustrations and disappointments, you can just laugh it off. Pero pag college, hindi. Masakit na your efforts are not appreciated fairly. ><
Oh well, ipagdadasal ko na lang na mataas makukuha namin sa mga papers namin. It's better to not expect anything great out of it.
